Post by dyiekahat on Sept 6, 2018 10:31:33 GMT -5
This is the biggest concern I have right now. Frankly, I hate the feeling of losing consciousness. I hate being unaware in dreams, and I hate the mental fog that is present upon waking. Cultivating gets rid of it the quickest, but for me, it's like I have to additonally cut through multiple shells that are in place, to get to feeling myself again, and get chemicals flowing right (seriously, there is a large chemical difference I experience from waking to 15 minutes awake, AFTER manipulating my consciousness).
I've felt that I can force myself to stay aware and chemically awake while falling asleep, sort of in "stages," cutting through layers of "zaps" (ha) with will, fighting off hypnogagnia, but it is tiring.
Is there any easy answer, or was I on the right track with not losing any will & awareness while falling asleep.
I've felt that I can force myself to stay aware and chemically awake while falling asleep, sort of in "stages," cutting through layers of "zaps" (ha) with will, fighting off hypnogagnia, but it is tiring.
Is there any easy answer, or was I on the right track with not losing any will & awareness while falling asleep.
