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Post by skellaton on Sept 7, 2018 17:47:44 GMT -5
If they give you the Eucharist...don't eat...take it home and all of us will do a group ritual with them. I use to go to Catholic school when I was young- communion and confirmation. I nailed a nun with a spitball and was expelled. My parents had to purchase a huge expensive bible as a bribe so I could return the following year. Another conspiracy followed when my friend Pat knocked out a priest that I instigated. Years later the priest from that parrish came over my house with holy water, etc to do a semi-exorcism /non-sanctioned. Father Joseph died a few months later. The nun said I was the antichrist, and I thanked her. Moral of the story? Make lemonade.. Good idea, I’ll try to sneak the Eucharist back to my house (someone remind me to wear something with pockets haha). And your Catholic school experience sounds a lot more eventful than mine currently is. |
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Post by skellaton on Sept 8, 2018 7:03:59 GMT -5
Friday, September 7
I was only able to get one, ten minute session in today. I had planned two other sessions of similar length, but eating half a rack of barbecue ribs isn’t a very good idea and I went to bed quite early after taking an approximate ass load of Tums. Anyway, returning to the topic at hand, I sat flat-footed on a chair and listened to theta binaural beats. Today was a bit abnormal as I felt little to nothing in my LDT and instead felt tightness and a slight, sharp pressure in my MDT.
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Post by skellaton on Sept 8, 2018 20:55:10 GMT -5
Today was another one ten minute session day. It went fairly well, though. During it I felt a slight warmth in my LDT, followed by a dull persistent pain and outward-going pressure, both in my LDT area.
What was amazing about today is that I finally returned to my roots and made some sigils. It felt great to go back to what first drew me in to the occult and energy work
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Post by skellaton on Sept 9, 2018 19:23:13 GMT -5
Didn’t cultivate today, and it was actually planned to be that way. I wanted to devote today to go back to my occult roots, aka sigils and my book of shadows. It was rejuvenating, in a way. I’ve only been practicing for a month, but it’s certainly been a wild one.
But, I did practice energy work in a way. Today’s Sunday, which means church. It was a packed mass, so I knew it’d be painful, but I managed to concentrate and build my energy shield. I work better with “visualizing” sensations and touch rather than sight, so I imagined tendrils of blue-green energy snaking down from above my head and coiling around my limbs until they encircled my ankles, then travelled up back to my solar plexus where they gathered and built a corset of sorts. At least that’s how I could best describe it, basically a form-fitting band of energy that covered everything in between my tailbone and just above my navel. It definitely helped and when pain did manage to shoot up, I was able to lessen it by visualizing it as energy that I directed back to my LDT.
I had been planning all mass on how to smuggle some Eucharist back home. And I would have gotten away with it (if it weren’t for those meddling kids!) and by kids I mean the wine minister who was staring me down the entire time. So I put the Eucharist in my mouth, but kept my tongue away from it and pressed it to the roof of my mouth. And I would have been able to smuggle it out, if I wasn’t one of the first people in the mass to receive it. So by the end of mass it had dissolved entirely, and I snuck away to the bathroom to spit it out. So I didn’t take it, but wasn’t able to get it back in one piece.
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Post by skellaton on Sept 12, 2018 17:57:10 GMT -5
Finally back to cultivating haha, took some time to go back to my Sigil roots, coupled with general procrastination. I did a 15 minute session today, sitting in a half lotus on my floor with some theta beats playing in my earbuds. I felt a slight-to-moderate heat coupled with the usual pressure, with only a minimal amount of the tightness I usually feel.
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