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Post by llkw on Jul 13, 2018 20:23:12 GMT -5
**Copy paste from LMP forum"
Day 17, Tech 1 5:15pm (Group cultivation session-shout out to ysemoh)
Diet: OK
Day 27 of cycle
Mental state: Good
Session was preformed outside in full lotus. I started off by physically drawing the machine sigil on ldt area. Then I envisioned the sigil and focused on it then tuned into the dial it in tech and turned it to maximum (cause why not). Within a few minutes I could feel heat, pressure/resistance building and very slight pulsing ldt. The heat then started mildly in mdt. I felt 1 pinch in ldt after I ended the session. I began sweating a fair bit. I did "hum, purr drum" intermittently throughout. I was able to get into really quickly. I only tapped in for approx. 35mins as I was running late and people wanted dinner!
I toward the end saw some interesting images. Most notably an "electric" sphere/star but it was dark in colour but light was visible under the surface (similar to a plasma ball). It had many solar flares flashing off of it. The sphere then morphed in an eye, then only iris. Then a triangle framed the iris. A lions mane was barely readable. Overall I had a neat experience and will definitely participate in the next group session. Thanks again ysemoh and everyone else! Now gonna get ready for the E.T
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Post by llkw on Jul 14, 2018 6:36:32 GMT -5
Day 28, Tech 1 + Nexus Praxis + Blue Goo Diet: NIL Mental state: Tired Duration: 20 mins Day 27 of Cycle This session was preformed inside and I full lotus, then transitioned onto half. Very mild heat in ldt and vivid images when I transitioned into Nexus Praxis, in addition to warmth on on heart and left hand. Heat soon filled mingmen and a little resistance build up. I'm noticing that sometimes it feels as though I'm wearing one of those plastic toy pool rings around my lower abdomen except it's filled w/ heat. The Blue Goo tech was interesting. I could feel more heat in my left hand than when w/ Nexus Praxis but not more in ldt (the opposite sensation of Lux77). I will practice this tech again (if I don't get my period today) *Side notes" The entire household sleep terribly last night What dreams I had were very vivid and unnerving *Edit* Just Re-read Blue goo tech and I switched hands (did left one) so, I'm going to try doing it correctly this time  |
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Post by llkw on Jul 14, 2018 8:15:16 GMT -5
*Gelatinous Mass tech"
I imagined the gelatinous mass as a jello plasma ball (what I saw in during the group cultivation session) almost immediately I felt a different type of energy in ldt. I visualized a tentacle ejecting from the mass and connecting with my laogong point on right hand. My entire hand got hot and the veins appeared darker than normal. However, I did not see it glow as I gazed at it w/ "easy eyes." I hope this tech is still functional after my period stops!
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Post by SonOfTheGods on Jul 14, 2018 8:46:04 GMT -5
*Gelatinous Mass tech" I imagined the gelatinous mass as a jello plasma ball (what I saw in during the group cultivation session) almost immediately I felt a different type of energy in ldt. I visualized a tentacle ejecting from the mass and connecting with my laogong point on right hand. My entire hand got hot and the veins appeared darker than normal. However, I did not see it glow as I gazed at it w/ "easy eyes." I hope this tech is still functional after my period stops!
It connected to you- before you knew we made it
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Post by llkw on Jul 14, 2018 8:52:02 GMT -5
I know they are. I'm trying to be level headed and smart about as I got scared off a little due to lack of confidence. I need to build more flux (I think) before I start, but it's in the plans for the near future. I don't want it to be all consuming "Obsessive" so I'm working control as I tend to get overly excited (think 14 girl excited) |
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Post by llkw on Jul 15, 2018 7:42:18 GMT -5
*Gelatinous Mass tech*
I did this tech again this morning after LMP tech 1. It was pretty cool and more powerful than yesterday. The energy in my lower abdomen feels different somehow to energy when cultivating. I didn't have to mentally connect the tentacle to my right palm this time, it happened as soon as I stretched my palm out and held it up. I could feel heat in the laogong point and less so in the whole hand today, but the hand still got hot and my veins became dark. I focused on transferring the energy back and forth for a little bit, but it seemed like it wanted to remain a steady stream. I opened my eyes to look at my hand and the laogong point was "glowing" it looked more like a spot light on that particular area. I saw what looked like a couple of beads of light (like tiny little fireflies) coalescing on my palm. I stopped the tech at that point, chilled for a moment and did it over again to confirm what I was seeing. Yup, confirmed. I would like to spend more time on this tech as I'm sure more will happen if given the time.
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Post by ysemoh on Jul 15, 2018 16:14:44 GMT -5
*Gelatinous Mass tech* I did this tech again this morning after LMP tech 1. It was pretty cool and more powerful than yesterday. The energy in my lower abdomen feels different somehow to energy when cultivating. I didn't have to mentally connect the tentacle to my right palm this time, it happened as soon as I stretched my palm out and held it up. I could feel heat in the laogong point and less so in the whole hand today, but the hand still got hot and my veins became dark. I focused on transferring the energy back and forth for a little bit, but it seemed like it wanted to remain a steady stream. I opened my eyes to look at my hand and the laogong point was "glowing" it looked more like a spot light on that particular area. I saw what looked like a couple of beads of light (like tiny little fireflies) coalescing on my palm. I stopped the tech at that point, chilled for a moment and did it over again to confirm what I was seeing. Yup, confirmed. I would like to spend more time on this tech as I'm sure more will happen if given the time. So those little specks of light are an actual thing huh? I always thought they were floaters or something. I've gotta try this technique out, sounds like you had an intense experience. |
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Post by llkw on Jul 15, 2018 16:25:53 GMT -5
*Gelatinous Mass tech* I did this tech again this morning after LMP tech 1. It was pretty cool and more powerful than yesterday. The energy in my lower abdomen feels different somehow to energy when cultivating. I didn't have to mentally connect the tentacle to my right palm this time, it happened as soon as I stretched my palm out and held it up. I could feel heat in the laogong point and less so in the whole hand today, but the hand still got hot and my veins became dark. I focused on transferring the energy back and forth for a little bit, but it seemed like it wanted to remain a steady stream. I opened my eyes to look at my hand and the laogong point was "glowing" it looked more like a spot light on that particular area. I saw what looked like a couple of beads of light (like tiny little fireflies) coalescing on my palm. I stopped the tech at that point, chilled for a moment and did it over again to confirm what I was seeing. Yup, confirmed. I would like to spend more time on this tech as I'm sure more will happen if given the time. So those little specks of light are an actual thing huh? I always thought they were floaters or something. I've gotta try this technique out, sounds like you had an intense experience. They were different somehow to floaters and other specs that I see.. |
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Post by SonOfTheGods on Jul 15, 2018 18:17:16 GMT -5
When you work with the elements -you will know what those little specks of light are
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Post by llkw on Jul 15, 2018 20:36:25 GMT -5
When you work with the elements -you will know what those little specks of light are I'm looking forward to that discovery! |
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Post by llkw on Jul 16, 2018 8:05:41 GMT -5
Day 29, Tech 1 + Tech 2 (last night)
Diet: Good
Mental state: Tired
Duration: 45 mins + more time
Day 28 of Cycle (my cycle is f*cked up this month)
This session was preformed inside and I full lotus, then transitioned onto half. Intermittent heat in ldt some churning during tech 1 sated feeling warmth in mdt and brought it down, I had to keep on doing that. Tech 2 was preformed seated on sofa, I got into a very relaxed state and did the visualizations and could feel energy ramping up in ldt as I reached the sun and sucked up more light/energy via a tendril. I got deep into some kind of "trance" and started seeing major visuals and I did not complete the tech. I should have recorded in my journal right after as I'm having trouble remember what I saw. At one point I saw an image of 2 kids (maybe 13 or 14 years) run by. This image was not like the other images as I saw them in a different place (not behind my eyelids). This has happened only once before, I would like to see visions in this place again as it's more like a movie and detailed.
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Lot's of random heat in ldt yesterday also some cooling
Shocks to middle of bottom of left foot
PMS symptoms magnified
After tech I did the Lilith's Cave exercise
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Post by llkw on Jul 17, 2018 7:04:34 GMT -5
Day Tech 1 (LMP)+ Tech 2 (last night)
Diet: Carb heavy
Mental state: Up and down, sightly depressed and tired
Duration: approx 20 mins (Tech 2)
Day 29 of Cycle (Period late by 1 day)
(LMP Tech 1 result posted in other forum) I preformed this tech seated on sofa with both feet planted on the ground. The visualization is becoming easier and as I reached the sun I extended a tendril coming from my ldt and attaching itself to a CME coming from the sun. I imagined the 2 tendrils intertwining and becoming 1. This was effective, though I didn't feel more heat than when practising tech 1 I felt more of an energy flow coming into my ldt. I like this tech and find it very effective and it's becoming easier the more I practice it.
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Post by ysemoh on Jul 17, 2018 8:40:04 GMT -5
Hope you feel better soon <3
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Post by llkw on Jul 17, 2018 8:56:20 GMT -5
Hope you feel better soon <3 Thanks soror! Hormones getting to my brain  |
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Post by llkw on Jul 17, 2018 14:26:28 GMT -5
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Day 11, Tech 1 (LMP)
Duration: 20mins
Mental state: Kinda crappy, but feeling good now after scrying session
Session preformed outside under tree in half lotus/full lotus. Heat and resistance building in ldt. I was planning on doing the Belial exercise, but I couldn't visualize the sigil well, and I began to scry a little during the tech (as I get amplified visuals) instead. Mid way through a voice (in my head) told me to look up. I opened my eyes and a cloud was coming into view. It was an eye, I watched it pass by until until it faded into the sky. Another cloud soon followed, another eye, I watched it (it watched me back) until it faded into the sky again. Another cloud came into view and it was humanoid riding a horse (?) with the head of an animal, I'm not sure which one, could have been a bull. This isn't the first time I've seen images in the clouds. I saw SOTG's (Skull mask) head above the crescent moon last month, which was pretty neat/freaky.
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Post by ysemoh on Jul 17, 2018 17:59:44 GMT -5
Crazy stuff.
More eyes ;-)
The humanoid riding a horse could be one of the Goetia.
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Post by llkw on Jul 17, 2018 19:07:55 GMT -5
Crazy stuff. More eyes ;-) The humanoid riding a horse could be one of the Goetia. I'm thinking Goetia as well, but I've have to research which. The eyes...I have yet to figure them out. High strangeness about in all facets and I love it to be honest. |
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Post by SonOfTheGods on Jul 17, 2018 19:09:29 GMT -5
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Post by llkw on Jul 17, 2018 19:37:18 GMT -5
skyHORSE That didn't even occur to me, I guess the obvious and literal at time didn't even register. Thanks |
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Post by llkw on Jul 19, 2018 7:55:45 GMT -5
Day Tech 1 + Tech 2
Duration: Just under 30 mins
Diet: NIL
Mental state: Good
Day 30 of Cycle (Period late by 2 days)
I didn't have an opportunity to do any MBFH techs yesterday and I feel guilty and terrible about that. Session preformed outside in full lotus. Warmed up with a couple of minutes w/ tech 1. The visualizations with Tech 2 is becoming easier and I'm feeling the energy "between" my molecules and filling up the space between them. As I reach the sun and attach a a tendril from my ldt to the sun I could feel a surge of energy hit my body. My hands especially felt electric. I visualized a orbital river of energy/heat circulating between the sol and myself, sucking/drinking from the sol. My ladybits began to tingle (sorry peeps, I know TMI). At times I could feel a tendril from my mdt wanting to join the sun but I stopped this as I don't know if it's safe to do this. Subsequently I could feel my mdt heating up. Slight pulsing/beating in ldt. I could not feel magnetism in ldt though. More time needs to be devoted to this tech. Will do an additional session this afternoon. Ldt still pulsing slightly as I write this log and I'm sweating like a mofo.
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Post by forwards on Jul 19, 2018 8:31:18 GMT -5
Day Tech 1 + Tech 2 Duration: Just under 30 mins Diet: NIL Mental state: Good Day 30 of Cycle (Period late by 2 days) I didn't have an opportunity to do any MBFH techs yesterday and I feel guilty and terrible about that. Session preformed outside in full lotus. Warmed up with a couple of minutes w/ tech 1. The visualizations with Tech 2 is becoming easier and I'm feeling the energy "between" my molecules and filling up the space between them. As I reach the sun and attach a a tendril from my ldt to the sun I could feel a surge of energy hit my body. My hands especially felt electric. I visualized a orbital river of energy/heat circulating between the sol and myself, sucking/drinking from the sol. My ladybits began to tingle (sorry peeps, I know TMI). At times I could feel a tendril from my mdt wanting to join the sun but I stopped this as I don't know if it's safe to do this. Subsequently I could feel my mdt heating up. Slight pulsing/beating in ldt. I could not feel magnetism in ldt though. More time needs to be devoted to this tech. Will do an additional session this afternoon. Ldt still pulsing slightly as I write this log and I'm sweating like a mofo. This is one of those things I've been very curious about. How quickly mdt actions would try to incorporate themselves into building the ldt. I'd say you were spot on with how you did it and kept it in the ldt. Nice work! The magnetic sensations developed slower for me than the yang when I was working on getting tech 2 right. The thing that worked well for me was I basically smashed the hot ldt into the perineum and ground it down, to where the cool sensations at perineum and below were easier to detect. Once I caught a touch of cool, bring that up into the yin pillar on the next rep was much easier. I guess the point of that ramble is that sometimes just fiddle with slight things to try to find the sensations you need to latch on to. |
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Post by llkw on Jul 19, 2018 8:45:27 GMT -5
Day Tech 1 + Tech 2 Duration: Just under 30 mins Diet: NIL Mental state: Good Day 30 of Cycle (Period late by 2 days) I didn't have an opportunity to do any MBFH techs yesterday and I feel guilty and terrible about that. Session preformed outside in full lotus. Warmed up with a couple of minutes w/ tech 1. The visualizations with Tech 2 is becoming easier and I'm feeling the energy "between" my molecules and filling up the space between them. As I reach the sun and attach a a tendril from my ldt to the sun I could feel a surge of energy hit my body. My hands especially felt electric. I visualized a orbital river of energy/heat circulating between the sol and myself, sucking/drinking from the sol. My ladybits began to tingle (sorry peeps, I know TMI). At times I could feel a tendril from my mdt wanting to join the sun but I stopped this as I don't know if it's safe to do this. Subsequently I could feel my mdt heating up. Slight pulsing/beating in ldt. I could not feel magnetism in ldt though. More time needs to be devoted to this tech. Will do an additional session this afternoon. Ldt still pulsing slightly as I write this log and I'm sweating like a mofo. This is one of those things I've been very curious about. How quickly mdt actions would try to incorporate themselves into building the ldt. I'd say you were spot on with how you did it and kept it in the ldt. Nice work! The magnetic sensations developed slower for me than the yang when I was working on getting tech 2 right. The thing that worked well for me was I basically smashed the hot ldt into the perineum and ground it down, to where the cool sensations at perineum and below were easier to detect. Once I caught a touch of cool, bring that up into the yin pillar on the next rep was much easier. I guess the point of that ramble is that sometimes just fiddle with slight things to try to find the sensations you need to latch on to. Ok, thanks for the explanation. I'll do that going forward. |
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Post by llkw on Jul 20, 2018 7:40:00 GMT -5
Day Tech 1 + Tech 2
Duration: 30 mins
Diet: NIL
Mental state: Up and down, worry, and feeling detached from everything/everyone
Day 31 of Cycle (Period late by 3 days)
Session preformed outside in full lotus. Warmed up w/ tech 1 for about 10 mins. I'm finding it increasing difficult to "lift" the ball of light up and down in the lower abdomen. It feels like a lot of resistance in that area. Slight heat in ldt, more heat in Mingmen actually. Still working on the visualization of tech 2. Felt energy in hands and throughout body. I spent most of the time draining the sun and creating a circular river of energy coming from me into the sun and back again. Toward the end, the sun became as small as a cherry and I imagined a "dance" between the sun and my ldt. Pushing and pulling back and forth. I could feel this slightly in the ldt. I felt nothing in mdt this time.
*Sidenotes*
Having some personal drama w/ extended family
Extreme worry about the absence of period (for obvious reasons)
Feeling somewhat detached from this community
Personal business deal is facing too many hurdles and may fall through at last moment, which is causing anxiety
Tomorrow will be better and I still remain optimistic about future
Was going to do some sigil magick but iI don't know if I should
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Post by Lux777 on Jul 20, 2018 8:54:20 GMT -5
Day Tech 1 + Tech 2 Duration: 30 mins Diet: NIL Mental state: Up and down, worry, and feeling detached from everything/everyone Day 31 of Cycle (Period late by 3 days) Session preformed outside in full lotus. Warmed up w/ tech 1 for about 10 mins. I'm finding it increasing difficult to "lift" the ball of light up and down in the lower abdomen. It feels like a lot of resistance in that area. Slight heat in ldt, more heat in Mingmen actually. Still working on the visualization of tech 2. Felt energy in hands and throughout body. I spent most of the time draining the sun and creating a circular river of energy coming from me into the sun and back again. Toward the end, the sun became as small as a cherry and I imagined a "dance" between the sun and my ldt. Pushing and pulling back and forth. I could feel this slightly in the ldt. I felt nothing in mdt this time. *Sidenotes* Having some personal drama w/ extended family Extreme worry about the absence of period (for obvious reasons) Feeling somewhat detached from this community Personal business deal is facing too many hurdles and may fall through at last moment, which is causing anxiety Tomorrow will be better and I still remain optimistic about future Was going to do some sigil magick but iI don't know if I should Sorry to see that you are having a hard time sis. Hope things get better soon! x As for the period, I'm usually 3 days early or 3 days late depending on stress levels. So that might be the cause. Don't feel detached, I'm always here if you need to talk or vent x (because I'm on LMP and MFB&H almost all the time now lol) *Respect* |
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Post by forwards on Jul 20, 2018 8:57:05 GMT -5
Hope things go well soror. Sorry to hear about the rough going. As lux said, I'm also always around it you want to chat. I have a wide range of terribly lame jokes  |
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Post by llkw on Jul 20, 2018 9:19:46 GMT -5
Thanks guys. I hate going through rough patches, I prefer just being positive and happy-go-lucky. Once and a while this shit happens to me where everything that could go wrong does. The hormonal aspect certainly isn't helping my view on the various situations. As for my period, all I can say is "Fuck you, uterus" |
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Post by SonOfTheGods on Jul 20, 2018 10:02:34 GMT -5
Day Tech 1 + Tech 2 Duration: 30 mins Diet: NIL Mental state: Up and down, worry, and feeling detached from everything/everyone Day 31 of Cycle (Period late by 3 days) Session preformed outside in full lotus. Warmed up w/ tech 1 for about 10 mins. I'm finding it increasing difficult to "lift" the ball of light up and down in the lower abdomen. It feels like a lot of resistance in that area. Slight heat in ldt, more heat in Mingmen actually. Still working on the visualization of tech 2. Felt energy in hands and throughout body. I spent most of the time draining the sun and creating a circular river of energy coming from me into the sun and back again. Toward the end, the sun became as small as a cherry and I imagined a "dance" between the sun and my ldt. Pushing and pulling back and forth. I could feel this slightly in the ldt. I felt nothing in mdt this time. *Sidenotes* Having some personal drama w/ extended family Extreme worry about the absence of period (for obvious reasons) Feeling somewhat detached from this community Personal business deal is facing too many hurdles and may fall through at last moment, which is causing anxiety Tomorrow will be better and I still remain optimistic about future Was going to do some sigil magick but iI don't know if I should
You *know why* you feel like this....right?
I predict you will be better by the weekend
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Post by quartz on Jul 20, 2018 10:18:07 GMT -5
Thanks guys. I hate going through rough patches, I prefer just being positive and happy-go-lucky. Once and a while this shit happens to me where everything that could go wrong does. The hormonal aspect certainly isn't helping my view on the various situations. As for my period, all I can say is "Fuck you, uterus" I relate so much. My highs are high and lows LOW! I just wanted you to know you are loved, respected and connected with us. Sending some positive energy to ya |
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Post by llkw on Jul 20, 2018 10:25:04 GMT -5
Day Tech 1 + Tech 2 Duration: 30 mins Diet: NIL Mental state: Up and down, worry, and feeling detached from everything/everyone Day 31 of Cycle (Period late by 3 days) Session preformed outside in full lotus. Warmed up w/ tech 1 for about 10 mins. I'm finding it increasing difficult to "lift" the ball of light up and down in the lower abdomen. It feels like a lot of resistance in that area. Slight heat in ldt, more heat in Mingmen actually. Still working on the visualization of tech 2. Felt energy in hands and throughout body. I spent most of the time draining the sun and creating a circular river of energy coming from me into the sun and back again. Toward the end, the sun became as small as a cherry and I imagined a "dance" between the sun and my ldt. Pushing and pulling back and forth. I could feel this slightly in the ldt. I felt nothing in mdt this time. *Sidenotes* Having some personal drama w/ extended family Extreme worry about the absence of period (for obvious reasons) Feeling somewhat detached from this community Personal business deal is facing too many hurdles and may fall through at last moment, which is causing anxiety Tomorrow will be better and I still remain optimistic about future Was going to do some sigil magick but iI don't know if I should
You *know why* you feel like this....right?
I predict you will be better by the weekend
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Post by llkw on Jul 20, 2018 10:30:29 GMT -5
Thanks, quartz! Being a Negative Nancy is boring and doesn't suit me!
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